fire and ice.
sometimes i get this urge to surrender myself to nature completely, just slide down a tree deep in the woods and remain there sitting and unmoving until i die. after that, my body will nourish animals and plants will grow tangled between my bones. and just like that, the cycle of life is complete. it may sound weird to others, but this is how i want it to end.
some days are calm.
some days are curled up in a ball on your bedroom floor crying your heart out.
on both days you are strong.
theres this orb in the sky ive been seeing. i see it every day i dont like it. not naming names